Monday, September 12, 2011

خیلی از کارهایی را که فکر می کردم خواهم کرد، نکردم ...خیلی از کارهایی را که فکر نمی کردم خواهم کرد، کردم ... خیلی از کارهایی را که دوست داشتم انجام دهم، ندادم ... خیلی از کارهایی را که باید انجام می دادم، ندادم ...
تنها زنده ماندم ... مثل یک حشره ی ناچیز -ویز ویز کنان- روی بدنه ی هستی.

چیزی نداشتم که به زندگی بیافزایم ... مثل بتهوون یا گاندی، سارتر یا گالیله... چیزی از زندگی نخواستم ... من فقط زنده ماندم.

به گذشته که فکر می کنم غمگین نمی شوم یا پشیمان ... کمکی برایم عجیب است که تمام انرژی اندکم تنها صرف یک چیز شد: زنده ماندن! کاری که به نظر می رسد آنهای دیگر به راحتی انجامش می دهند ... بی هیچ تلاشی!

7 comments:

دارا said...

بسیار بسیار از ما آدمها به این ترتیب زندگی میکنیم و هرگز این فکر به ذهنمون خطور نمیکنه

باید چندین بار بخونمش تا جا بیفته

شهروند said...

از این به بعد حواست باشه ... به نظر هنوز جوان میرسی ... منو چی میگی؟! ... ارجاعت میدم به متن زیبای خانم نظر آهاری :
http://tarabestan.com/?p=3248
خدا نگهدار

m-sam said...

اين نوشته شرح حال من هم هست...
تازه وسط سومين دهه ی زندگی!
با اين تفاوت که هنوز هم نميدونم قراره چه کنم؟!؟

Yaz said...

This lady has done so many things, has studied so hard, has worked so seriously, has gone to so many places, has seen so many people, has written so many wonderful pages, has read so many books, has made so many love....... Your being has been just wonderful, what are you talking about? x

دارا said...

To Yaz !

Actually everybody has been experienced a lot of these kind jobs during her-his life!
but the important subject is the measure that you are using in your life to calculate past times.

by my idea everybody, specially Ms. Leilaye Leili has a capacity more than your mentioned jobs in life! again by my idea the affect of our life in whole world is the main point to judge about its' precious.

از آمدن و رفتن ما سودی کو؟
از بافته وجود ما پودی کو؟

افسوس که بی فایده فرسوده شدیم
از داس سپهر سرنگون سوده شدیم

دردا و ندامتا که تا چشم زدیم
نابوده به کام خویش نابوده شدیم

خیام

Yaz said...

Az tarafe yaz:

Actually NOT EVERYBODY has experienced all that and I agree with you that our friend Leila has got more achievements in life than what I just mentioned. Experiencing is a big part of life and a great accomplishment by itself. Some are blessed enough to have done that! But we can't wake up one morning and do something extra ordinary. Everything has its own pace, velocity and preliminary stages. People like our friend Leila, know they are able to do even more and the fact that they feel they have not done enough for whatever reason, might bother them. People like her have the ability to bite off more than one can chew and then chew it. There is only one way to get there: You must either modify your dreams or magnify

Yaz said...

I missed the last part of prev. comment:

There is only one way to get there: You must either modify your dreams or magnify your skills, and in my opinion Nihilistic approach won’t make anything better!
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